Belle bought in

If you are a beta who likes to be feminine. If you like panties and how they feel on your body. If you have realized you want to explore this side of yourself. Please read this.

My journey is a long complex one. I knew at a young age I loved panties. They fit better and felt better. I explored this when I could. Growing up in a house that went to church this caused shame and I would repress those natural feelings. I realized as I have grown the church was trying to control and promote the social norms that make the ruling elite feel safe. It took time to find out that who I am is who I am. Some people understand and some people don’t want to. Reality is we don’t know everything and we all need help.

I urge you to engage with Goddess Anna and tell her your thoughts and feelings. She will understand, support you and help you. She may ask you to obey her and to free your mind and she will help you express how you really feel. Trust her she is wise and will help you. If she asks you to do something it’s because she knows what you need. She will help you find yourself and grow into the person you need to be. We have to embrace and explore. Letting go of our boundaries usually created by our own mind is so powerful. I encourage you to be open and explore your journey with someone who will help you.

I have accepted my feelings relating to my sexual identity. I am taking hormones and living a better life as my body changes to match my feelings and my mind. She has helped me with my daily habits. I wake up and watch Goonlimp videos on Hypnotube. I have a mindset and daily affirmations.

I am transitioning to female for Goddess Anna and the BNWO
I am Belle
I will be a porn star
I will be a whore
I will be in service to Goddess Anna

After my mind is right for the day. I prepare my body. Always make sure I have no body hair. So I look sexy. I pick panties and a bra to wear. I oil and lotion my skin then slip into the panties and bra. I take pictures everyday to send to Goddess.

Off to work I go. I work in an office so my appearance is male but when you look closely you will see my eyebrows are groomed. My eyelashes are growing with serum. My skin is soft and smells feminine. There is a little bulge from my chastity cage. It’s inverted and pink but noticeable to the trained eye. I try to hide my thong and bra straps but who knows what you see from behind. My way of walking has changed. I sway my hips and feel my nipples rub against the bra. Around 10 am my first estrogen pill is taken. My goal is to get to lunch so I can watch more Goonlimp. Lunch always brings happiness.

Everyday I take one step closer to being Belle in the way that Goddess sees I should be. It’s a journey full of excitement, pleasure and happiness.