Ben’s chastity experiences
My day to day feelings and emotions as Miss Anna’s chastity slave..
To start with and let me be clear, being a long term or permanent chastity slave is an extremely challenging experience! When it comes to ultimate tease and denial she is a trained Lady skilled in the art of this. Being her locked and secured chastity slave has benefits as well; these include, more attentive to her needs and desires, obedience, subservience and training you to think with your actual brain not the one in between your legs.
From my loyal submissives
This is a post dedicated to a few of my subs who have sent me things upon request. My black slave sent me a letter to share with all of you his obedience to Me. Here it is:
I am black and goddess Annes slave, I am under the control of mistress at all times and only address mistress on my knees hands behind my back head on floor. As black slaves should, I am here only to service goddesses feet as I am not allowed to look at any other part of mistress without permission. I will only address mistress as superior, if I make any mistakes during sessions I will be punished severely and will whip myself with a cable wire until mistress is satisfied with my punishment. I understand black slaves are never dressed in session due to our white superiors asking of nothing less. We are slaves and should be treated as slaves at all times. Mistress does not allow black slaves to masturbate in front of her, again punishment is served for touching my genital area. I will serve my mistress on a weekly basis with no excuse, even when not well as the thought of my superior whipping me bloody scares me and I do not want to fail my owner, my owner is above my wife as she is white and her skin is a sign of superiority and we shall obey owners at all times. I am completely submitted to my superior until dismissed from her presence
A black slave who knows his place
Next submissive’s task was a challenge. He had to take a picture of himself chastised near the window. My chastity slave was so exposed, and he did it for Me!! So hot.
Here is what he felt taking the pic:
” Good morning Miss Anna, hope you are well today. I did take a few photos of your chastity device beside some windows as you requested. I have to admit, it did feel embarrassing;)”
And here is the pic:
Slave ben’s chastity report
Here is slave ben’s chastity report. He’s been chastised for lmost 3 weeks and he begs to be released, but no way! I told him there are at least 3 more weeks to come for him in chastity, although I know I am planning to have him locked for much longer than that. Now here’s the report:
“First I would just like to say how I worship the ground you walk on Miss Anna. I could never have been anymore fortunate to be selected as a locked loyal chastity slave that exist in your presence. Mentally I get very frustrated at times being locked in your device but this is becoming just a normal way of life for me anymore. Every tingle, twitch and irritability I feel in it is a constant reminder of who owns me.
I’m swollen so much anymore I don’t even know if the ring/cuff will even come off without a release. You are constantly on my mind anymore Miss Anna. The past few mornings I have been waking up and even in daily life activities have noticed I am dribbling and leaking constantly anymore. Hoping with permission someday you will unlock my sorry pathetic excuse for a dicklet someday soon. I’m slowing reaching my breaking Point of total submission to your superiority Miss.
With your experience at controlling chastity slaves I am completely at your mercy. Hoping your friends are enjoying the pathetic locked penis photos you have of me.
Another report from slave herb
I received this report from My good slave herb, and I was surprised, because it’s even better than the first, maybe his skills have improved, but the way he writes says a lot about how he completed the task that I told him. He put a lot of effort into writing it and I tend to believe he put as much effort into putting on his collar, his slave hood, prisoner transport cuffs -and I would have advised for a gag too -maybe next time? For some reason I like the idea that my slaves punishment can be extreme especially when gagged and nothing will be heard. But I am very proud of slave herb’s accomplishment of staying knelt in the dark, for four hours this time!! Good job herb. And now his report:
A second Task for Goddess
It was with great anticipation and trepidation that i agreed to complete the second task that Goddess commanded. It is a privilege serving Goddess. She is the manifestation of beauty, intelligence and humanity. i greatly enjoy the time that we are able to chat and it is my most sincere desire to please Her in every way that i am able.
The second task was to double the time duration of the first. In other words, Goddess commanded me to kneel naked in a corner for four hours. i eagerly agreed and undertook this assignment with the expectation of making Her smile.
She has commanded that i stay locked in chastity for the next nine and one/half months. i loved being under Her control, but wish She physically held the key. Yes, it is a huge test of faith holding one’s own key because in a minute one could free himself, however, having the key held is more symbolic of slavery and even if one had the choice, he couldn’t exercise that choice to free. Also, by not physically having the key, it makes me more of Your prisoner, and i love that thought.
i brought the same implements for this task – the collar, slave hood, prisoner transport cuffs (ankle and wrists connected). This time though, i made one minor adjustment – i drilled an “O” ring into the wall to provide security, and then when i was collared and hooded, i locked a small chain to the O rings on the wall and collar forcing me to kneel with head bowed in reverence to Goddess. i then locked the ankle and wrist cuffs and physically i was Your prisoner once again and obeying Your desire for me to kneel in reverence to You.
Finally, it was time. i shackled my ankles together and then gagged myself. i put the leather slave hood on, attached the collar and then locked the four locks and carefully put the keys at a place where i could reach when it was time to free myself. i then attached the short chain to the collar and then to the O ring on the wall. i was immediately forced into a subservient position, with head bowed to the floor. Finally, i attached the handcuffs. i was now helpless kneeling with head bowed to Goddess Anna.
During my period of worship, i thought of many things…. i thought of Goddess and admired Her sensual form of domination, but i also believe that She is an advocate of domination by controlling a slave’s mind and thoughts. That is my firm belief in my submission, dominate my mind and i will be Her’s forever. Certainly, i love the bondage and physical aspects of servitude, but owning and controlling my mind is of paramount importance.
The aspect of chastity and imprisonment is also intriguing to me. The thought of being locked in a chastity belt and yielding total control to Goddess is intoxicating. There is something to be said of doing it willingly and based on trust, but there is also the exotic of enforced chastity. i am a slave who seeks to yield total and absolute control either voluntarily or by being enforced.
i chose to worship Goddess and one day i hope that She decides to own me, my mind, body and soul, and make me Hers.
Finally, about 4 and one/half hours later, i struggled to free myself from Her bonds. Once freed, i felt much more submissive and was willing to obey Her every command but just as importantly, i knew that Goddess Anna was THE dominant, sensual and also aggressive when She had to be, Lady i truly wanted to serve….
Slave herb’s report
Last week I gave my slave Herb an assignment and he successfully carried it and at my request he sent me his slave report. He did such a good job that I found it very appropriate to tell him how well he did, and how beautifully he wrote every detail of his assignment. As a reward slave herb’s report will be posted here. From now on the best reports will have a place right here on My blog. So I hope all of you do your best to write beautifully, just like slave herb did:
“Goddess,
i obeyed Your command by kneeling in a dark corner for two hours. Following is my report — i obeyed Your command over the weekend by kneeling in a corner in the dark. i made a couple enhancements though…..i locked a leather slave hood and gag over my head, attaching it to a thick leather collar. i then took ankle shackles and locked then and then finally, i took a pair of handcuffs and locked my wrists securely and completely behind my back.
i put the keys on table beside me and knelt as You comamnded. Not only were the lights out but the hood prevented from seeing anything
Time passed slowly, every minute seemed an hour…the real feeling of confinement became intoxicating as the handcuffs limited any movement, and my knees became sore from the constant pressure.
However, the mental and physical stimulation was overwhelming and quite frustrating and painful. i was aroused the entire time, but the cock cage prohibited all erection. The thought of being chained and locked in chastity maximized all sensations. The thought of denial was incredibaly frustrating, much more than it has been normally.
And the clock slowly ticked and i was completely not aware of how much time passed, but I knew that i would serve You unequivocably adn totally.
After such time, i thought that two hours had passed and it was sctually about two and one/half. i tried to reach the key to the handcuffs and they fell to the ground. It took me about 15 minutes to successfully free myself
my mind is alive with thoughts of Your dominanace and intelligence. i have always believed that if one could dominate my mind, i would be Her forever, and with this little task, You have dominanted my mind.
Place command me Goddess,
Your slave herb”
This is one of the moments when you realize how lovely it is to have such a good submissive…